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hey by annathepanda123, journal

hey

Dec 2, 2015

(please read the following text in a british accent. thank you kindly) i don't quite know why i decided to write this journal. maybe it's because i've felt things slipping away from me. i've felt myself waiting to be filled like i'm some sort of bucket in a kitchen. (that was an awful metaphor. no one keeps buckets in their kitchens.) i miss the old me. or maybe i don't. i don't quite remember what i'm supposed to miss. you know what'd be nice? (you don't have to answer that, it's a rhetorical question) a big grassy field in the middle of nowhere, filled with mist. and i'd be there, standing in a cream linen dress that went to my bare

orfield by annathepanda123, literature

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orfield

there’s a quiet that you feel it’s a quiet that stretches and fills and hums as it scratches inside you there’s a quiet that fills the space between two people when there’s too much left to say but no one can think of the right words there’s a quiet that comes after someone leaves it sounds like the front door slamming (or maybe creeping shut) it sounds like shouting (or maybe it sounds like a note taped to your refrigerator) you never forget that kind of quiet there’s a quiet that comes after you accept something’s over it sounds like the quiet hope that something will come back (then comes the qu

nyctophobic by annathepanda123, literature

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nyctophobic

you say you love the dark but you still hold my hand when you're scared of the the life you left behind the fragments still haunt you when the lights go out [click: OFF] your fingers are so skinny and small when they are pressed into my palms you are too young to know so much about all the monsters in those shadows you say you love the dark but you shake when the light leaves no one ever told you that the monsters are just in your head and they know you as well as they say they do [click: ON] sometimes the light is worse it shows too much of you you walk in sunlight with your face pressed to the sky like you're drink

Starbucks by annathepanda123, literature

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Starbucks

“I’m waiting” says the girl in front of me on the line at Starbucks Aren’t we all? I think Perhaps you are waiting for someone Someone to tell you that your lip gloss is smudged at the corners And that your bracelets jingle too loudly And that your flip flops are too big And that your cardigan is missing a button Or two. Or perhaps you are waiting for someone to tell you that you are too impatient That a good chai tea latte is an art form And takes longer than you are willing to wait.

burning bridges by annathepanda123, literature

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burning bridges

I have noticed that you are made up of bolts and cables and wires that keep you together but people act like you cannot fall i understand what it’s like to always be on the verge of falling but feeling like no one would even notice if you did like no one would even stop you if you got too close to the edge I see the way they walk over your metal skin peering over like it’s whispering something “fall. and i will catch you.” i see the way you watch people trip out of the sky but most people think you are metal they think you cannot feel it I have seen the way you look out at the sky like it could offer you something y

aeolus by annathepanda123, literature

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aeolus

Her voice echoed like wind pushing against the window frame and i got lost in the sound [because it sounded like home] my heart got stuck in my throat and i couldn't swallow it because it tasted too much like the wind that blew storms so lovely [storms the same color as her eyes] there’s a dirty secret that no one says out loud anymore because it hurts too much [no matter where you go, you’re still the same person] i can’t stop i can’t stop the blue lips and the shaking knees and the beautiful reminders that are taped to the stars [not good enough] i can't stop the screaming that presses against her smile i can't

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Dec 19
United Kingdom
Deviant for 9 years
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Favourite Movies

District 9, Catfish, Frank, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, The art of getting by, It's kind of a funny story.

Favourite TV Shows

Death Note, erm.. yeah.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

All Time Low, Mayday Parade, My Chemical Romance, Good Charlotte, Blink 182, A Day To Remember, You Me At Six, Modern Baseball, Man Overboard, Motion City Soundtrack, Academy is

Favourite Books

Rich Dad Poor Dad, Instant Millionaire, What Everybody Is Thinking, Tricks Of The Mind (Derren Brown's the best), Surviving Suicide (You'll cry.)

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If only.

Other Interests

Big fan of cats.

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